Where should I start from and
What should I write about them?
There are no words to define their love
They are so precious to me.
They are my strength, my inspiration,
My moral and emotional support.
I am lucky to have such parents
Who have understood me in depth.
They know my thoughts, my feelings,
My desire and my wants and needs.
They fulfill all my wishes
As if they could read my mind.
With love, affection and understanding
They brought me up with great care,
Strictness and freedom both I enjoyed
Felt secured throughout my life.
Though I am physically far from my parents
Mentally I get more and more closer to them.
Any time I am upset or moody
They call me for some or the other reason.
Is this a telepathic effect or intuition???
Whatever it is, they take all my anxieties away
And my heart is free from all sorrows-
They are great, simply great.
In every phase of my married life
All our happy moments and achievements
We share with my parents first.
Whenever we purchase a new item and,
In all our achievements in monetary and job wise,
Our happiness doubled with their blessings.
Whenever we are in trouble or confused,
We have no double thinking or thoughts,
We know where to lean for advice.
They give their advices and suggestions
And will let us free to take decisions.
They never interfered in our life
But have always encouraged and guided us.
Always I felt they lived only for us
And have never enjoyed their days.
Even in their sixties they are tensed
About our problems and difficulties.
Their prayers are only for our well-being
Their days are filled with our thoughts.
Being far away from them
We always pray for their healthy life.
Praying Almighty to bless them with
Happiness and tension free life
Oh God….
Help us to fulfill all their wishes,
Enable us to make all their dreams come true,
Give us a chance to serve them in their old days
And to make them happy in their life ahead.
My parents, they are simply great
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
POEMS ON PARENTS
Thursday, February 15, 2007
STORIES
Taken Away
Walking down the street headed to the pizza parlor, you never expect to fall in love with your soul mate, do you?!?! I never, ever thought about meeting someone i wanted to spend the rest of my life with in the blink of an eye. i didnt ever really know what to think of love at first sight, i never really had an opinion on it before one summer day.
I was headed to the pizza shop, meeting with friends, nothing unusual. Well as i walked in i saw him, i saw the man i wanted to marry, some weird voice told me, he was my future. I was totaly freaked out by what i was feeling. I then realized it was love at first sight. i was curious, i mean he was hott, seemed funny, kool, down to earth, so i desided to go talk to him. I didnt want to scare him away so i didnt tell him about how i had a feeling we would marry. I mean it probaly wasnt true. We got to talking and he seemed really interesting, we exchanged numbers and info. we kept in touch, and eventully started dating, he kept me up some nights because all i would think about was him or the strange feelings and thoughts i was having.
We dated for about a year and a half, we were literly in love. It was just undescribalble, he was THE most amazing person i have ever met. I am still young so it seems a little weird, me falling in love so soon, but it was true, it was meant to be. I never suspected that one night he wouldn't be returning my cals or meeting me at the mall and whatnot, i thought it would last forever, i never thought the unthinkable. one night i recieved a call it basically told me that i had just lost the love of my life, forever.
He wasnt just breaking up woth me, he was leaving me in the worst way imaginalbe. I never saw him again,and i never will. He died, he left me forever and all i have is memories, i do blame the drivers that hit him, i hold them completly responisble, i would understand if it was truley and accident, but taking drugs, and drinking, then driving was not smart, and wasnt an accident, they knew if they took them something could of happened, it just happened to be my boyfriend, my soulmate, my mister innocent, he was just an all around perfect guy.
I know i shouldnt stop my life, but its hard to just leave it behind and live while he's gone. I know without a doubt he's probaly in heaven, he beilved in god, he loved jesus, he did his best to live the right path.
So i guess the feeling and truth i had once owned, it wasnt true, we will never get married, or spend the rest of our lives together, because some drunk/high "cool" kids had to drve, and hit him. He wasnt at fault, and niether am i. I do realize that i need to move on, and as people who know me can tell, im not good at it. This has sort of isolated me, like i am trapped, i dont know what my future holds now, but i am taking one step at a time, and slowly pulling my self out of this trama.
I never told one soul about this, i have one other tramatising story, and when people ask about me i try not to tell them anything , but if i had to tell one of them, i would tell my other one because this one is the one that holds me back the most.
All i want to say is i dont want people feeling sorry for me, and thats another reason why i dont tell anyone, i am trying to open up more but it is really hard, people tell me that i will feel better once i told someone, and i figure this is a half step.
The Truth!
I will let you decide if this story is true, only some will believe it but if I read it, I would not believe it either. So you decide is this, THE TRUTH OR IS IT NOT.
When I was in sixth grade, I started noticing things that were unbelievable. For example, on a field trip to the Coranado Theater in
I confided in my close friend, Nicole. She told me that I was not crazy for she believed in the supernatural. At this time I thought that I was going mad, for sane people don't hear voices in their heads, and sane people don't have people (dead people) talking through them. It seems that when I am around certian people, I am posessed and speak in voices that were not my own. The funny part was that I did not know this had happened until Nicole told me that I was scaring her. I asked her why and she told me.
Now, two years later it has become worse.
Now, someone is going after my friends. And I think it is me. Not me personaly, but one who calles herself Abby. Abby lives inside of me since, well, I really don't know. It was after the new year, I know that.
My best friend Megan knows something, well, she dreamt something that can make Abby go away, or make Abby become me permanently. Lately it has been harder to be me shall I say. Abby I don't really know what she wants but I can only imagine horrible things. I have taught myself to listen to what she says when she speaks through me and it terrifies me. In my voice she has threatened to kill Megan and her family and now I only have a few hours a day that I am me. I know this isn't really a story with an ending for I am living it right now, but since I don't know what will happen next I can only hope for the best.
A Moment in Hell
The irrational fears, the doomsday scenerios... every painful emotion, zooming around my brain like a pack of angry bees. It hurts so bad, take the pain away someone..... please, help me, help me-I’m trapped within myself.....
I’m lying in this cold unfamiliar hospital bed, wondering what I’m going to do with the rest of my life. It hasn’t ended, and I’m not sure whether or not to be happy about it. They’ve put me here, trying to make me heal. But I don’t think that having to stay here away from my life is helping any.
It’s cold in this room, not just because of the windowless walls. Everything in this place screams and reminds me of what I’ve done. I feel naked, stripped of all defenses, so extremely vulnerable as I lie here letting others control my life. This place is such a symbol of all that is wrong with me, now that I’m in here I can’t hide anything, everyone knows that I’m not sane. I just want to leave so bad.
I’ve finally come clean, you could say. Realized that what I was, a self assured projection of a girl, was nothing but a thin lie. All of it’s gone now, in one foul swoop I’ve shown my true colors and stepped over that line that you can’ t cross again. I’m not too sure how this is supposed to help me anyway. Sure they’ve sent me to a doctor, who asked more questions than I wanted him to, and put me on these pink pills, but so far all that’s made me want to do is sleep. Sleep and recount every past anxiety that put me into this place.
* * * * * *
So here I am, my soul bleeding, laying lifeless on my bed.. Sure my heart beats, my lungs fill with air, but my self is choking, gasping for air. It’s a war, a war between my emotions and me. And I think it’s safe to say, I’m losing, very badly
My eyes shut and my brain becomes silent for a moment. A sweet relief, but the moment passes and they start attacking once more.
I sit up with a startled gasp and look around the room, it makes me sick. I can’t look at anything without being reminded of some past anxieties. My bed is little, it’s supposed to have a quilt and matching pillows on it, but there lost under mounds of clothes.
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
POEMS
Only For One Night
Only for one night
May I have you inside me
& our souls be set free
Like a morning breeze
Driving yourself deeper inside of me
You have taken all pain
From me
Whisperings in my ear make love to me
Thinking what should I do hold back or give myself to you,
But it’s only 4 one night
Deep Love Delight
Come across the moor with me,
in the bright moonlight,
with no fear or fright,
I'll show you all my heart,
with my deep love and delight.
Its better for you to go with me,
It'll give you a moment light,
to think about the times to come,
which'll give our bond strength and sight,
with my deep love and delight.
Don't procrastinate your any thought,
It'll make you future out of the sight,
just do whatever you think is right,
But,I'm here to look for you,
with my deep love and delight.
I want you to be with me,
all the day and all the night,
to share my feelings which I've for you,
I'll give you every moment of my life,
with my deep love and delight.
SPARKS
Tonight I found out,
the sparks of millions of stars,
adrift in the universe are worthless.
the ones worth millions,
are the sparks,
found in your eyes
The Broken Mandolin
My heart and soul
Was lying forlorn
In a dark corner of the stately palace
A broken mandolin behind doors
After an eternity it seems,
Who is knocking softly on the door?
Who has picked me up and playing gently on my strings?
Robbed of all my riches
Forsaken by all
I was lying lost and torn
Pray tell me Oh graceful God
Were you waiting for this day?
To fill me with your Love to the core
Bless me heart and soul?
Love!
love can be red,like the intense heat of a passionate kiss
.....the color of sweetness
.....the color of strawberries
love can be blue,like the comfort we take in a pair of denim jeans
.....the color of strenght
.....the color of perfect skies
love can be yellow,bright and warm like the morning sun
.....like the sounds of laughters of children on the merry-go-round
.....like the sounds of fun from the boys flying kites in the open fields
love can be green,peaceful and serene i can hear your heart beats
.....it is the feeling of a loving hand that touch a grieving heart
.....it is the whispering of trusting words to a distressing soul
love can be orange,the loudness of it can drive you up a wall
.....it can drive you to sing like nobody is listening
.....it can drive you to dance like nobody is watching
love can be purple,the courage we need to love bravely and unselfishly
.....the moment i first kiss you i know that i am not afraid to risk involvement
.....the day the declaration of your love for me was made known to the world
It's You**
Share your secrects,
share your thoughts.
I'll always be here for you in you times of trial and suffering.
I'll never let you down,
I'll never make you frown.
I'll be your friend and maybe you best!
You will be reciving a special place in my heart!
It will stay there trurly always and forever!
Share your thoughts,
share your dreams.
Even if it seems unreal,
It doesn't even have to be true!! It's You**
PERFECT
your kiss.
your touch.
the way you make me feel it all seems so perfect.
Like its too good to be real.
You're the only one who knows me both inside and out.
You're the only one for me baby without a doubt.
I love to hold you in my arms and feel your hands in mine.
Your perfect just the way you are
theres none other of your kind.
The gentle way you kiss me i pray will never end.
Remember how we startd out as just being friends.
Buth that friendship was so perfect
it was sure to grow to love
and
love it was love sweet love.
Its sort of like we're destined.
A couple meant to be.
Lets keep us going baby
heres to you and me.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
VALENTINE LOVE QUOTATIONS



.“To love someone is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if you can’t do this.”
“Oh! How I miss you so much
Your kiss
Your touch
All of you”
“You may conquer with the sword, But you are conquered by a kiss” ~Daniel Heinsius
“A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous~Ingrid Bergman
“If music be the food of love, play on”~Shakespeare
“It is never too late to fall in love”~Sandy Wilson
“Love is like an hour glass, with the heart filling up as the brain empties”~Jules Renord
“No man is worth your tears, and the one who is won’t make you cry.”
Love is not finding someone to live with, It’s finding someone you can’t live without. ~Rafael Ortiz
“Where there is great love , there are always miracles” ~Willa Cather
Love is like a butterfly. It goes where it pleases and it pleases where it goes.
Happiness is to love and to be loved.
- True love doesn’t have a happy ending, because true love never ends.
letting go is one way of saying i love you - “Love turns winter into summer.”
- “You call it Madness, but I call it Love” ~Don Byas
- “Where there is love, there is life”~Mahatma Gandhi
- Love conquers all.~Virgil
- “The heart has its reasons, which reason does not know.”~Pascal
- “At the touch of love everyone becomes a poet.” ~Plato
- Love is like a fire. Whether it is going to warm your hearth or burn your house down, you’ll never know
Music is love in search of a word
“The sweetest joy, the wildest woe is love”
“why is it when you love someone so much that you can never find the right words to tell them?”-alb to justin
Women are made to be loved, not understood. ~Oscar Wilde
Monday, February 12, 2007
FUNNY SMS
1.Clouds r white but the sky is blue,monkey like u should b kept in the zoo, dont get angry ull find me there too,not in the cage but laughing at u. ha! ha! ha
2.Wanted to send u something nice that would make u smile but the postman told me to get out of the mailbox!
3.The rain makes all things beautiful.The grass & flowers 2. If rain makes all things beautiful why doesn't it rain on you?
4.Hey can u do me a favour, take a pic of urself n send me it, i'm playin cards n i'm missin the joker!!
5.It's important to find a man who has money, a man who adores you,a man who is great in the sack. It's also imprtant that these 3 men should never meet!
6.I've been arrested for bein the ugliest person in
7.Hey friend remember dat without stupidity there can be no wisdom & without ugliness there can be no beauty. so the world needs YOU after all!
8.i want u 2 know dat our friendship means alot 2 me.U cry i cry.U lauf i lauf.U jump out of da window... I look down & den... i lauf again
9.A girl phoned me the other day and said..."Come on over, there's nobody home." I went over nobody was home.
10.i tried to call you from a payphone last night. i put my doner card in by mistake, it cost me an arm and a leg
11.You're Attractive Gorgeous y Intelligent Smart Charming Sophisticated Fit Kind & Generous. In fact you're becoming more like me everyday!
12.Those innocent eyes... Those kissable lips... A great smile... The perfect walk... Smoothest talk... Absolutely gorgeous.. Thats enough bout me-How r u?
13.Y WOMEN R LIKE COMPUTERS 1)no one really understands dem 2)all
14.I saw sumthing in da shop window 2day.It was stunning y cute beautiful & adorable.I was supposed 2buy it4u till i realised it was my own REFLECTION
15.3 REASONS Y CATS R BETTER DAN MEN 1)cats luv u wotever u look like 2)u can stroke a cat wivout it thinkin about 3)u dont mind wen
16.5 BAD THINGS 2 SAY 2 A GUY 1)so dis explains
17.Smilin is infexous u catch it lik d flu.wen sum1 smild at me 2day i startd smilin 2.now im infectd iv sent it thru dis txt.so now
18.God made butter god made cheese god made you for me to squeeze god made whiskey god made pepsi and when he made you he made you Y
19.Theres an urgent meeting in the jungle! Everyones there.. lions, tigers, cheetas and ape, but the meetin cant start because the monkey is reading this text
20.Merry Christmas, Enjoy New Year, Happy Easter, Good luck on Valentines, Spooky Halloween & Happy Birthday Now bug off and don't annoy me for the next 12 months!!!!
21.girls are like phones. we like to be held and talked too- but if u press the wrong button u'll be disconnected!
22.im at the police station.The police caught me & filed a case against me "possession of good looks".i'm doomed! i need someone ugly 2 bail me out-so hurry up
23.i hereby place u under arrest 4 violating code 0569 - distracting public with